I am new to blogging, so don't expect me to be a master at it the first time. Well the reason for this blog is to keep me on track for my summer diet, i want to lose 50 pounds in 3 months impossible? not really. If i lose one pound a day i can reach my goal (which i probably should have mentioned first) here are my stats:
Hight: 5'7
CW: 187
HW:219
LW: 169
GW:120
as you can see i fluctuate from 170-190, this has been happening for two years now. The summer of my eighth grade i went from 219-170, and the high i felt was unbeatable. First i was a size eleven and i could fit Hollister clothes (Which in eighth grade was a BIG deal), and i was not only healthier i could actually run a whole mile nonstop (yeah it sucks, but for a fat girl it's a VERY big deal). I would look in the mirror and love what i saw for the first time, i haven't felt that for two years. 11th grade in my school can go to prom, i don't really plan on it but i wanna know that if i did go i would look beautiful, because right now i don't. Speaking of Prom i want to have a boyfriend for the first time, not to sound conceded but i'm not ugly (well at least i don't think so) i just have an ugly body that covers the beauty.
Well enough about my history let me remind you that i will try to lose 50lbs (also my mom will give me an ipod touch if i get down to 150). I remember when my parents bought this huge house banking on the fact that my dad will get a job. Eventually my dad didn't get a job and still hasn't gotten one (its not that he doesn't try, just no opportunity) so my mother had to pay mortgage of 3,000 in a 3,500 monthly salary, so take out bills, she had about 50$ to spend on food for 3kids and 2adults. Where am i going with this? Well because of our poorness i lost 49 pounds, and the ironic part was i didn't even try it just happened, no exercise, no counting calories, just eating a WHOLE lot less. Well we moved out of that hell of a house, into a 1 thousand dollar mortgage house, which leave my mom with a lot more money to buy food. So if you haven't realized losing 50lbs will be a lot harder. I tried multiple times during the school year to lose weight, and it was working until i tore my ACL, and don't ask me what it is all i know that it is in your knee and its very serious. I had my surgery in March and i still cannot play sports (i play basketball, and lacrosse for my school) for another 2 months, but now i have a gym membership and i workout there or i just plain out run.
Well now you know a bit about me, i am pro-ana, because i basically starved myself to lose 49lbs it worked once and it will work twice as fast especially if i am exercising.
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