Fast?

 Goodafter I was reading one of my pro-ana blogs (quite helpful) and one girl went on a 5 day fast and lost 8 pounds, and at this point i am desperate. So i am starting a WATER fast tomorrow, i hope i last =) 

On a lighter note

I go to camp from 8:45-3:30 i'm a counselor and its sooooo fun i cannot believe i'm being paid to have soooo much fun. We play so much sports i get a good exercise while i'm there too. So here's my schedule:

1.Wake up

2.Go in on demand and do 20min workouts 

3. bathe

4.drink water for breakfast

5.camp-(lunch is water)

6.come home- snake is icepops (35cals each AMAZING) 

7. yogurt for dinner 

8. sleep 

This is great, i am always busy (or at least most of the day) so i rarely find time to overeat.

Welcome Back!

Well the welcome back is mostly for me -_-. I haven't posted in forever and i am very sorry, i had weight loss goals and i totally did not stick to it. By July i was previously supposed to be around 160lbs, but because of over eating and the fat girl in me i ended up the exact weight i was in the beginning of the summer. Well i realized that i want to go back to school, and all eyes on me because i look thin again.

Well enough of about goal and breaking them because i am back on track, and 178 ( i haven't been in the 170s since i moved into my new house). Anyways i went to my friends sweet sixteen, and a friend decided to tell me the crap another person said about me, honestly i don't care that the person finds me annoying because its mutual .I dislike him and he hated me, but what made me want to crawl in a sink hole and die was because there were certain comments that i'm an "elephant" . Ugh i just smiled and laugh, but what that dumbassed bitch didn't realized was that comments like that utterly kills me, especially from a guy. BITCH.